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the night was young.

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Sep. 16th, 2010 | 08:53 am
mood: awakeawake
music: benea reach-new waters

but i feel that we're getting older.spending too much of our nocturnal lives doing simple things yet meant a lot more to us than we ever knew.i had my several doubts,mostly triggered by my trust issues and this paranoia i have against kids my age and ending up like them.but somewhere in my mind i decided to numb those hatreds down.perhaps somehow i knew things might end up okay.perhaps somehow i knew that i have a future.but for the most of it i knew you will be there by my side.both as friends and lovers.

i don't know what i want,where i am going.i even have a harder time knowing who i am and what i might end up to be.fun only feels fun when your worries are far away.but if they're still there,you only end up feeling lost and confuse.i try not to think too much but i just can't help it.i am afraid.afraid of being incomplete and being imperfect.




but i mustn't worry myself away.and i mustn't think too much.i should live this life and embrace it.even for it's flaw.

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