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i woke up and i was thinking to myself "i'm dying"

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Sep. 29th, 2010 | 12:37 am
mood: coldcold

or so i wished i was.call me ungrateful and perhaps that might go into my unending list of fucked up nicknames,including bipolar and paranoid.i don't know.maybe its the age or perhaps that's just me.i can't tell sometimes.i feel like i'm dying.everyday i see a fake version of my reality and felt extremely remorse after it.and i am unsure whether i literally am dying or that i just want to.i haven't been to a hospital all my life and i'm not sure if i'm depressed.i mean,i should be happy.i have everything i needed ,though not exactly what i wanted.maybe i need a fix of sedatives.maybe i should just get drunk and get over it.or maybe i should just get hit by a truck.fuck me.

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